The Only Male EX-PORN STAR speaks out against Pornography

There is no Glamour or Glory in the Porn Industry. THERE IS NO FUN. Day after day I was a witness to the constant abuse of women being slapped, choked and spit on and even tortured in the porn industry. Not to mention the amount of drug abuse that occurred. The constant cocaine snorting, marijuana smoking and pill popping that went on, was ridiculous. Now it's even worse. The use of Vicoden and Oxycontin and eventually Heroin is more predominent now more than ever. Being that the pills are far too expensive and Heroin is much cheaper. I know, I have a friend that's 19 year old son is struggling with the addiction of Heroin. That is the pattern of drug abuse that leads into Heroin addiction. I was one of the men that participated in those disgusting activities with the exception of Heroin. It was all about the money and there wasn't much to be made at all. In fact men were only being paid 100 - 150 dollars for the 45 minutes of potential abuse and the possibility of being locked up for Domestic Violence. Would you call that fun? It's quite shocking that people ask if I had fun, or if I made a-lot of money. It's a common question for me to have the answer for these days. Well here it is, cut and dry. NO! It wasn't fun. It was never fun. For some reason (morally) I knew that what I was doing was wrong in the eyes of Jesus Christ. I knew that to treat a woman with such utter disrespect was the worst thing I could be doing. People are constantly asking me if it’s really true that women like what they are doing on the porn set. The answer was made quite clear to me that when I saw certain activities going on I could tell that it was not what they had expected. Nor was it what I expected. I expected to be loved and wanted as though I always had a girlfriend and was going to be able to make money at it without the headache of being in a relationship. To watch a woman jump up and run off screaming at the top of her lungs because of mental anguish was very disturbing to all the men on the set. To watch a woman get sick and throw up on someone, go to the restroom and clean herself up and return to finish a scene. Yeah Right, she was thought to be a champion. Give me a break. To see women fighting over me and trying to establish "RULES" as to who could work with me, was just a joke. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw 2 of them beating each other up because of jealousy. It was as though it was "The Real World" before it ever exsisted on MTV.People talk about fantasies and that is the worst one I ever experienced, because it never came true and has haunted me for the past 14 years. Now is the time to put an end of allowing children to get into this industry. No matter if they are 18 or 25 they are still considered children in the eyes of God. Some people are ridiculing me and saying that I am a “Jesus Freak” and that I am a “Church Nut”. So be it. I am the one that has to live with the fact that I made terrible decisions and wrong choices in my life. I am the only one that is responsible for my actions and when I die, the last thing I want to be is judged for those choices and be turned away from the gates of heaven. You can call me what ever you want. You can tell me that I didn’t do enough porno and that there isn’t enough info on my history on the internet, all you want. The fact is simple. I did enough to know it wasn’t for me. Having been in over 30 (straight) videos, justifies the fact that I have every right to speak out against the Porn Industry and do what ever it takes to get my trash off the internet. I will fight this industry until the day I die. The most important thing to remember is that someone’s child (Straight or Gay) is in a porn video. We all know in our right minds that it is just flat out wrong. How can anyone think that it is cool to see there neighbors son or daughter in a porn?
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